Today was a fun day. We had a great time making fun of heather. As she was a laughing stock! hahas. It started when she hit her hand against a guy. And she started whining that her finger hurts. Then Alex and Chao Zhong started calling her a chi Wa Wa! Then they started to sing the Chi Wa Wa song. Some funny things i said was that i said to them that, i thought chi Wa Wa should be small, then i say her a fatty Chi Wa Wa. then everybody laugh like crazy! After that we start a bbal match, in the match, heather was doing a layout. Then i shouted, WOW, Fatty Chi Wa Wa can really fly and play bbal. then everyone laugh again. i laugh until my teeth gonna drop out. some of them laugh until their face went red. i play quite well then before today, because i was wearing shoes!! hehe. =) My darling says that wearing shoes to play wont hurt mt knee caps. I gt listen to him hor! hehe. While we are gonna to start a new match again, i had gone haywire already. When i got the ball, i was dribbling to clear the ball. then when i turn back to them, i gave them a big wide retarding smile. then dunno why all laugh till cannot stop. make me laugh also. then we all was crawling and tossing on the floor. Omg! Just cant stop the laughter. Then my dad came to the bbal court, and i walk to him, to take MONEY! While i was walking towards my dad, i heard heather saying that as a sister i didn't help her, Then i shouted to her back with my both hands up and said, Ji Tao ni you bang gou wo MAN!! hahahas. then everybody laugh again. After all this laughing hours, Heather, geraldine and me decide to go 848 kopitiam to eat. So freaking hungry. i ate Western food. yummy! i noe is fattening, but i just cant resist it! hahaha After that we went to the fruit stall to buy my favourite drink and that would be Honeydew Juice!! :) Then we walk back to the basketball court to slack and play songs. We took turns to play our favourite songs. Then we started singing here and there. Gt some songs, i sang with some movement then Geraldine and heather laugh again. heather said that she was the joker of the day. =P hehe. And that would be true! haha

confused?

i am darn freak out! Life is so confusing. i really dunno wat to do? i wonder hows my darling doing? Should i let go and stay single till i get to poly? Cos my mind is keep thinking of studies and money. Thinking that i need a short break. I just cant stop thinking of him. i am so stress out! No wonder most of my friends go to overseas than the relationships have stopped. Is it because that u had miss the person too much ,till u feel so stress out? i am so fearful of quarreling and the breaking up. The things he had done for me is way too much, and i feel so useless. i am just not good for him at all. i really hope he could become a successful man. if I'm together with him, his and my grades will definitely drop. i really dun wanna to pull him down. Arghhh!!! i feeling like soaring like a eagle and there's will be no problems that you will have to think everyday, every night. Tears had dropped for the first few days till it had none to drop. When did we fall apart? it was you and me against the world. i really love the beginning of a relationship, ask you doesn't know ur partner well enough, and starts thinking of what is he/her thinking. Months 4-6 are really crucial. More than 70% of relationships never go beyond this stage. Now, i noe each other's faults and have to decide whether i can live with these faults. It is now the infatuation stage, when the slightest rift can break the bond. i need to reflect allot of things. oh god, pls show me some answers of what do to next? i am so fearful now!!! i really love him alot!

my reflections

It had been so long since i blog. Was busy all this while, for exams and lots of things. The greatest happiness i had was having so much friends and most of all my precious darling! Days past very fast and we had been together for three month plus already. So happy for everything he had done for me. As i love cherishing, i usually will put all my happy moments inside my brain. As for the sadness and anger, my brain gt a special ability that will make me forget within a day. that will be Happy-go-lucky bah. hehe. =) But i couldn't forget about the sadness of my this year b'day. Because once, i told myself that i must celebrate my b'day with lots of happiness that i could rmb every year. But unfortunately, time have changes, friends also have changes, some had work, some was busy studying, some forgot abt it. And most of all, i had exam the next day and jus gt to celebrate myself, by buying a cake for myself and singing to myself with no friends or even my own boyfriend. Why i can celebrate birthdays with friends by giving surprise to them and singing b'day songs, but not myself? i give in so much great effot to people but i didnt get anything? and sometimes ppl tell me that i'm too kind-hearted that will cause myself to get hurt, by getting ppl to fly aeroplanes. It is because of my character that i am naive or innocent? i feel like trying as much as i could to be not so good to ppl, but i really cant do it. God gave me this gift and i shall not destroy it. maybe i shouldnt think so much, and i shall be who i am. My greatest aim is to laugh as much as i could just to make myself happy and the ppl who surrounds me. Live the day as if it was my last, and i will find each day living for. =)

my cousin wedding

i went to KL at friday 28 august to attend my cousin wedding and to go shopping!! hahas. Bought allot of foods and things. Had so much fun playing and chit chatting with all my relatives. =D the food was quite delicious, Abalone, Shark fin and many more!! hahas. yum yum! And also they had Roasted pig with A head! omg. hahas. poor lil pig! felt so sad for the pig. i bought lots of chewing gum over there, but unfortunately, i dun dare to bring it back to spore. So i ate it all at malaysia till i gt ulcer. kept bitting my mouth! so pain! hahas. I went to a shopping centre that is so big lyk poly sch lyk that! I walk until dizzy and headache. too much things and food liaos. hahas. i shopped for around 6 hrs till my legs become wobbly! hahas. =P hmmm. went back to s'pore on tuesday.

happy national day!

Tml is Singapore's 43th b'day! hahas. Time passed fast! hmmmm. may all singaporeans are happy and peaceful country! The movie Money Not Enough was darm nice, keep laughing and crying like hell sia! 值得去看！Best! hmmm. yesterday celebrated national day in sch. We played Amazing race and won First place! Won a $10 popular voucher and a hamper of tibits! hahas. After the celebration, i went for my Cca,archery. Had a great fun shooting. After that when to play basketball in sch with my friends. Reached home at 7pm and was my beloved Felicia Jie show. =D then after the show, watched the Olympic 2008 at channel 5! so exciting! then slept at 12midnight. the end!

sentosa

Went to sentosa with Joey, her bf and Dominique. Firstly, We went to Siloso to play volleyball, then after that go to palawan to see my beloved ah jie, Felicia chin and Jesseca Liu. but was unable to take photos with them. cos its raining. It was a unpleasant day. =/ After the event, we went to Vivo City to take a walk and drink. Eventually, Its quite a fun day after all. =)

Lower Seletar

We went to lower seletar to BBQ. We took bike to go there, i longbang Geraldine, heather longbang Jianhui, Huifang longbang Qiuhui. hahas. so fun riding the bike, but not fun for jianhui. she fall down three times. hahahas. CMI. When we reached, the scenery is darm nice. We then lay down our mats and prepare properly as Huifang and Qiuhui go back to QH's hse to take the BBQ peak and ice. After that, Me, heather, Geraldine, jianhui sat down on the mat. We start singing songs and take photos. suddenly, Geraldine look at heather hair and shouted, BEETLE! OMG! We screamed and then the beetle dunno fly where. eventually, We sat down again. my body was darm itchy and all my hair stand up. hahas. then after that when we start chatting again, Geraldine shouted again, but this time is not heather is ME!! Arghh, it is on my jacket, i screamed and wanted to pass the beetle to Geraldine, end up i take off the jacket, and run away. hahas. then finally, Huifang and qiuhui come back le. We then started to make the fire. it took us 1hr to start that stupid fire. Becos there very windy. When we started cooking for quite long, a dog with no owner, came to us. That jianhui and qiuhui were scared. so i had to take the dog away. As i was eating chicken wing, i give the dog to eat. After that it came back for more. sianx. i lazy to feed him. it then sat down beside me. We BBQ until 1 plus, then my dad fetch me, jianhui and heather home. the rest torn at there. Great. It is a fun and exciting day. =)

wedding

Jessica, joey and me went to joey's aunt wedding to help her and to go to eat their dinner. We went to joey's aunt hse abt 7.00am till 7pm till the dinner. So fun and hot. When dinner, we sit on the red table, then everybody look at us. i think they jealous loh. hahas. We can sit there becos we are so called the (AH YI) that follow the bribe de. hahas. the food darm nice, gt abalone, shark fin, fish, prawns, ETC. then gt 1 part that we yum seh wif the brides, joey, me and jessica shout darm lot sia, then i keep laughing and shouting. then after shouting, we sit down still laughing, then dunno wat joey said then i choked 7up, then WTH the 7up came out of my nose. hahahas. We ate till abt 11 pm. then i went home take 854. i had a great day and i wanted to lyk that everyday! the most memorable day this year. =)