i need to breathe

Maybe i need to take a short break to breathe my surroundings. observing life and relationships had make me more diligent in my daily life. Of how bad this world can be, there's still much things i still need to go through it as i am still young and naive. hmmm. some friends told me to change myself in a way of childishness, but there's still a kid in me. Is very hard to be mature and be more lady-liked. but I'm trying very hard to become a different person. Just cant stand my foolishness. i jus wan to be outstanding in a way people will love me. i know when there's a problem, God will have a way to let me solve my problems. Must see how strong and determine i am. I shall be a new and change person now. Erase about my past and looking forward towards my future. Now then i understand the cycle of relationship. must think negative always so that i wont be so disappointed. lets concentrate on studies and keeping fit bah. thank you God for everything. For letting me have so much great friends who really cares for me. =) life is just so unbeautiful.