Flawed and faraway from perfection

i want to be a outstanding aerospace engineer!!! like Ruien and Jesseca!! hehe. i am starting to think that aerospace is becoming more and more interesting! hehe. But my greatest wish is going to poly!!!!! If can, pls bless me. if i go poly, i can get another cert, join school team basketball, know new friends! especially Handsome or pretty one. hahahahaha. jkjk. =P haix!!! if only i can rewind back myself. i will wan to study hard. i dun like being despise! so must prove it to ppl that! i no longer the stupid gal anymore! so nw i shall be a new person! hopefully my attachment will help to get to poly!!! hmmm. and now, time to change my outfit and my looks. thinking that i should buy more lady-like dresses and heels. =P but Money!!! hmmm. Think that i should start saving up!!! hehe. anyway bought quite allot things this year. a new lady cut shoe! hehe hmmm. i am trying to be a better person and be more mature nw!! as i am going to 18 this year!! hehe.