Flawed and faraway from perfection

Appearing nonchalant from the outside, but its doesn't tell how much i'm worrying and fearing now. Is it six sense? or is it an illusion? intuition tells that something is happening. is it the camp or other things. my dad is going operation just on that day of camp itself. i didn't told much ppl. i'm fearful and scare. so i read my bible in the night. but i still cant sleep well. my brain was ticking and thinking, wondering and guessing. searching for answers. in the web, read some incident happened at pulau ubin. is quite a dangerous place at night. cos there's not much light around. worrying and hoping for them. i think i will be going till evening then i go home. i prayed the whole night, i hope the whole night. praying that nothing would happen. praying for joey and darren to have a good sleep. asking God to bless them. i had always learn something when i'm facing difficulties and problems. when problem comes, first you gotta face it, accept it and then solve it. Panicking and worrying doesn't help at all. it just make it all worst. so i always tell myself to stay calm, keep trying and never give up. So do i want my friends to have this way of thinking too. =) Standing here and guiding them. like how HIM guide me. i'm thankful.