lifeless

you never try to understand me, you never knew what i am going through. So didn't know how i was feeling. you also didn't give me a chance to explain, and the misunderstanding goes like this. i will not give up being a close friend with you, i am not the same like those who are with you before. because i can stand longer and more patient than a normal ppl. If you know my character well enough, you won't get so afraid of me. nvm. i leave you by alone now. but hopefully you would understand me someday if u Seriously read my message or blogging. as i am telling it all out from the bottom of my heart. i'm lost and lifeless now. there's just no goals for me to start on. i'm confused. Thinking of giving up life. no ones know how fearful i am for this whole week, because you never gone through before at all. when i needed someone to help me, why isn't there anyone who can seriously try to help me. No one... especially my loved one. all i needed is trust. trust and show understanding and sympathy for me.