Eventually i don't wanna lose out to this typical society, i tend to look out more of taking more advise for improving myself to be more outspoken. Taking as much knowledge as possible. Sparing a thought and thinking of ways to do something for my loved ones. Having goals in life can make a stationary me. Having dreams in life can help by moving on and on. But i'm still worried of what am i really for? what unique does i have in order to suit in this society? What's really my talents and specialty? Gotta brace up, gotta buck up on my language. Thinking that i shouldn't waste my time so meaninglessly. I had two split personality that really wonders my life is made for. i wanna to be a volunteer in my older days. helping all i can of my best ability. planning to become a person who is more than being meaningful, and having the urge of satisfactory in my daily life. there's always inspiration around. you will understand one day when you seen it from ur own sight. I cant believe i'm thinking all this, thinking of waking up.
sometimes you need to be a audience to people, and listen seriously and wholeheartedly. I simply dislike comparing, it will only lead to disagreement and unhappiness. So why not just look on yourself totally of becoming a better person instead. i just wanna to be a person, who simply have a likings of everyone, even if a good one or a bad one. Just wanna boost up joy and laughter among ppl. sometimes i get influence by music and Tv very much till i tend to follow their style. Becoming emo sometimes becos of my past, listening something related to me. I love the Veronicas. So let me be it and forgive me. I'm just a emotional girl who's pretending every time. i'm looking back to my path becos i'm so unsecured. Scare to have regret for not cherishing the day left in sch. i just wanna change something, dun wanna to have the same steps like last time. i wanna put a smile that simply warms or touched everyone before leaving that sch. there's just lots of thoughts going around me. Just realizing how fortunate i'm.
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