Flawed and faraway from perfection

There's always an explanation, a reason for what is happening during our daily life. Although things can be so happening and sudden at times, that can really lead you to confusion in what to do next and how to solve the following problems. You can be very exhausting, having the urge to give up, feel like stopping everything and asking yourself why? Dozens of obstacles that are causing you to become breathless and lifeless? meanwhile you can stop being vexed, and don't ever say the word "Give up" to ur heart! Since my life is counted between fortunate, i had been noticing and observing others instead. While i compare my problems and other's problems, mine is just nothing to be alarmed about. thinking that i'm just sensitive and over reacted. but while i'm having problems, the first person you would want to share to, are your best friends. Someone who seriously understand you, and cares for you allot. yeah! Is always a cycle to friends, while they need you, they tend to come towards you, while they don't, they simply forgotten about u. But is okay anyway, this are Friends for. =) You can have allot of friends who cares and asked about you, but having a faithful and true friend that really understand you, are rare.

I just wanna tell someone special is that, No matter what you are facing through, i'm always here with you. i will give it all i can, to pull you out from this obstacles, holding you on in your path. I know i had been telling you the same old things repeatedly, but is all seriously spoken out, sincerely care for you for the best of the best! i understand ur character, i know your problems well enough than a passerbyer, i know what you are going through also. In ppl eyes' you can be imperfect or even a normal person, but in my eyes, you are simply the best! simply the strongest girl i had ever known! =) Ppl can say that i'm stupid, or naive or whatever. but one thing for sure is that, i know there's different religions, some can be a free-thinker or whatever. But for my thoughts, i believe in Jesus. although i dun have the courage, dun have the knowledge to tell you whats going on. but the only motive as a friend is that, i also want you to have the same blessing as mine, i want you to go up with me to heaven to have eternal life. i know you all will think that is rubbish, is nonsenses or being religious! but is true, i really dunno how to explain to you guys, dunno how to talk about God. if you guys can really differentiate properly, you will understand what i meant. Just wanna tell you guys that, if you needed help, i'm always open 24/7 for all i can. =) may God bless ya.