Flawed and faraway from perfection

Tml is gonna is S'pores 44 b'day, everyone is excited and happy for tml's fireworks. Although the last fireworks, i get to see was my primary five. i'm still have urge to see it again. But i cant go! haix! my parents so the traditional! i never been on countdown before, never felt the atmosphere of the crowded that brings happiness and craziness. Will be staying at home this whole weekend bah. my sickness haven't recover, so i went to see a doctor again. and one stupid thing i said to the doctor is i don't need MC. haha! ppl can say i'm irresponsible, that will spreads to my schoolmates. but i just dun wan to miss out the fun, or even the last few moments of being in sch. and of cos i dun wan to left my best friend alone in the sch. although she have allot of friends. She will only go crazy when she's a good mood! haha. i think u will understand what i meant of being crazy! hahaha. hope i could recover soon well and healthy again. i very long tym nv exercise and play bbal le. sian!! rotting at home for this moment. =/