I'm really lost and stress. I just wan to solve all the problems currently. why must end up like this? I almost want to die by walking down the road and just bang me. I'm holding my tears now. Hoping to my best to finish up everything. i dun wanna hurt anyone, i just want to be a person who do everything so that, they won't be stress or tired. i can scan everything. i can. all i want is peace for everyone. i'm having gastric now. i really have no mood now.
There's no point telling how sorry i am. becos that person also won't listen.
Maybe i nv was her best friend. Maybe i'm just nothing. I'm useless.
There's no turning back for my wrongs. i know she's still angry now. i feel lyk crying. Becos i'm afraid to lose a friend. I just pulled down some friends because of me. And i'm causing everyone to turn their mood. Regretted is what i can say. If i was persistant enough, maybe, i won't touch the game at all. I'm just trying to help when i realise what was wrong. I was also wondering that maybe i should stop acting like a small kid anymore. Time to change. pardon me, if i gets emo.
i just an attention seeker. i hate myself. i hate too be kind hearted.i hate to be living in this kind of house. i hate SATAN! i hate you! i'm feel like being vengeful sometimes. i'm controlling. sorry.
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