Yeah. i'm went church today with CZ kor. =) Saw my long lost friend, Joanne. So pretty leh! hahas! =) My dear Joey went to work as banquet today, and she kena scolded by that stupid supervisor! The supervisor is really an asshole! she purposely scold de leh. Poor gal. And so, she quit and called saikang about it. haha! That particular Saikang was me!! =P
Currently i'm lost for this moment, lost because i'm been nonchalant with my report. Lost becos i have this feeling that something will go wrong on the manuals. I'm holding the blame of the manuals and yet i gotta stress on it. Worry that, what if there's one small error due to carelessness. what's really meant for me? i wasted this two years becos i'm forced to join this course. And i bloody hated everything they forced me! now what?! Fuck up ah! Its you all whom objected the things i like to learn in the first place! Now thinking that i'm stupid, due to the course you forced me to join, i had NO interest on. That's the result it will be la! You thought without i cant survive? no way man. you force me to be like this. In anger i always said i will change. But it's only with my family. Sometimes i really hate myself for not be heartless. I'm exhausted! In relationship! In school! In being kind! For not knowing what i wanna to strive for?!
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