Peninsula to bugis

Today 9 plus went to cityhall with my brother and ah heat. He got 100bucks from my mum. Wah! super not fair~ hahas. But i pity him la. He also no go out clothes. And so went to bought a skinny and 3/4 tee grey de. Ah heat also bought the same as me. Which ah joey had the red one. haha! i wore XS! she eh.... Wear M! hahahah! =X oops.

Hmmm. My bro damn shiok loh, he one shot buy so many clothes. Berms ah, skinny ah, semi-formal clothes and t-shirt. zzz~ And so after shopping, we went to play arcade!! Basketball that scored '590' the highest score i had, DDR and the dunno wat game de. press press de. That i ytd played with ah joey de. =D

After that, went to eat mac. Outside of mac got evan (cai ming yo) signature show. Actually wanna wait till he come out de. But damn slow ah. Gotta go cut hair appointment. wah! damn gong gong eh my fringe! =P Damn bored! haha! Ah joey nv msg me! Think she busy dating with her santa claus BF. =P hehehe!

After at night, fetch heather's uncle back home and he treated dinner for me and heat. tml gonna work again. Sians~

outing to plaza sing.

Today ah heat so early ask me go eat breakfast! 7plus. i still sleeping like a pig. Then told her i cant wake up. So i sleep till 10am. Mummy and daddy very noisy ah! The whole house like garage like that! My dad bought two portable bicycle and four book shelf ma! Then they tidy the house, no place to put. House too small! Now my storeroom thats called the bombshelter room become dunno wat study room and bedroom ah? so lame! ltr locked inside cant breathe. =D

So i today meet ahpui joey to eat lunch at mos burger. We played arcade(the cube cube game) super noob eh! Kept laughing with her, cos abit slow to play mah. After that ate big size mango ice! haha! She bring me go eat there de. Funny eh. We both were laughing otw when we were eating. The way she eat very cute eh. The action forever same de. Then at the end of the outing, we both headache eh! Laughed too much. Cos we took train then saw three hair very long guys! piang! Then she described the hair till very gross. Cos the hair like got allot of Gu-do~ (lice) like that. Then the hair oily oily de. =X hehe. Aiyo. So super bad eh! Say ppl hair! =D

Then reached home and ate dinner Bak ku teh! After that, I fall asleep again. Headache till very jialat. When i woke up, i suddenly think that, what if i were to fall into a deep sleep and cant get up how? Felt so lost. Scare that, i won't be able to say my last words to all my beloved friends. Too much to express.

Santa claus is coming to town~

Haha! Just now 4plus went to Vivo city first, then went to Great world city to watch Alvin and the chipmunks 2! Then went to cityhall. hahaha! The movie super cute eh! Especially theodore! =P Ate dinner at Jack's place with ah boy! hahaha! =P Then took pictures with simon and alvin. Theodore to short le! hahaha! then after that meet ah heat to take my Christmas present from her. Then tml morning meeting ah heat for breakfast then afternoon ah joey for lunch! hahaha! sunday bbal day! =P woots! Great holidays everyone!

MERRY X'MAS!

I skipped work for celebrating Christmas~! Its important for me u know! Cos i love Jesus! =)

Woots! My beloved sisters and i went to countdown for christmas today! HOHOHO! We firstly met at northpoint to decide where to countdown. So first stop KFC, ate black pepper buddy meal! haha! Wah! spicy dao~~ Then next we finally decided to go Bugis iluma there. Piang~ so little ppl!! Then we rushed to orchard at 12am sharp! WOAH! When reached, speechless and breathless! Everyone screamed and sprayed the foam to disturb ppl! Wah! i kena eh! Hair all white white! And a stupid uncle squeeze me and pushed me till i kena choke! Coughing and coughing all the way! And what's worst was, My poor qiuhui! She's too small size to see the atmosphere around! super funny! Then we went to squeeze around at the place there. Wah piang! u gotta see those pictures i took! peichek ah! haha!

Wah! Then we went to Food republic ate and drink. Then met up with CZ kor they all. Then after that, around 1.15am. Rush to mrt to take the last train. While walking back there, got one Cao ah lian spray the thing at qiuhui till very long. Then qiuhui whole face was like covered with foam! poor gal! The ah lian de face damn jiao eh! hahaha! Cmi!

After reaching khatib, went to slack at kopitiam! Ah fang treat us drinks! woots! Then went back home at around 2.30! Ltr evening gonna watch Alvin and the chipmunks! hehehe! Cos ytd fully booked! Merry christmas everyone! Happy birthday Jesus! LOVE YA LOTS! Thank you for the joy and happiness u given me! A great present for me! =)

Woah! Today I wanna give an Greatest Sotong award to aunty Joey! For taking the bus that goes to a different place as thought. HAHA! I~~ Waited....~~ with SUN TAN and hair messy result! Almost got lost alone at orchard! =.= Okay la! dun say until so detailed la! Give her abit of face~~

Although her head is very big! hahaha! but still cute la! It has been long since i go out one on one with her. Had alot of laughter and craziness! She lah! make me laugh! Especially when her Bf(jon) came to meet her! STOOPID DAO~~ Like drama series like that! haha! Becos of one cotton on dress! They both very funny la! really very drama! I think the MOST COMPATIBLE COUPLE i have seen. One so niao~, one so gey-gao~! Tak Boleh Tahan ah! =D

hmmm. As for my other sisters. i think is kinda breaking apart. Had this mentally they will go their own ways after their graduation. Haix! No power to get rid of this Serious problem that really called it off as sisters. Maybe there's nothing called long term sisters?
So ya! Best friends is the best. Although quarrels time happens to all kind of ppl u are closed with. But too much quarrel can cause the other one have less faith in u. Even a bad memory that's very disappointing whenever we think abt it.

I had too much going in my mind! I'm just hope i wont take in their problems to mine currently. So all i gotta concentrate is by working. Money is the better medicine to forget the problems! hahahaha!

logics? understanding?

Today rushed to give Aunty Joey chicken essences & food! Wanted her to tahan this tiring night shift work. My mum even still said and scolded me crazy and waste energy! but to me is not true! They won't understand. It's takes alot of understanding for what i do and how understanding i am. So ya, maybe telling white lies or not even telling is the best. It's not wrong to care and dote someone who's not kin blooded as you. Everything i do comes with a reason, and not everyone can see through. Plenty of them i understand, that's y the ways is mostly different. Some needa be pampered, but pampered can make the person take advantage of you when time goes by or even cause the person to be more self centered.

But for what i know,

Everyone' character is different, no one can have the same thinking as each other, and lastly you cant see ur own refection of ur character.

So all u need is patient and kindness. Sometimes i just felt so centered. Just don't like the feeling of people maligning the other one.

And today while I'm in bus, i thought of relationship. Thinking that hurting feelings shortening is better than the longer one. debt debt debt.

Now sicked for this three days, very horrible! I chose money instead of my life. yeah! but my hard earn money is to give happiness to others. haha! i'm not a selfish one. Rather spend something that not fully owned. Doesn't mean alot to me. To alot of ppl in this world, they tends to be selfish with their own hard earn money. Tends to grumble when they give their money away. But one qns? Does it make u happy being selfishly rich? Sharing is my right, happiness is by sharing. Money is the number one problems that causes conflicts, hatred, selfishness, torn families, and greediness.

tired!!

Things cropped up during the 12hour night shift work! 7pm till 7am! Very complicated! Argh! Have you seen employees and employees fighting each other. And the two different group from different races! CHINA VERSUS MALAY! =.= I was kinda shock that some of them understand chinese and still speak that! OMG~ My mouth was like wide open while they were scolding each other. I was really stress being a new comer. Doesn't have anyone to supervise us and still i did something wrong today. Wah the face of them was like black! But the problem is no one told us that! Wah! I really dislike hypocrites. Haix~ I cried becos i dun wanna work today, with joey not around, i got one feeling that they will bully me or scold me! No big JIE JIE to protect me! =( And so i took MC~ to run away from this problem. I was so damn fearful being alone to work. With so many china ppl and malay ppl. Somemore their Chinese was very chim! dun understand leh! i keep har? har? cos they like having cotton balls inside they mouth. Talk so fast! somemore, i'm more applicable to English while ppl are teaching me. Haix! Sometimes i just wondered, why are they so hot tempered?

Just felt that it's a pity for that company. Professionalism is just not there. Just felt so exhausted! But when i think of money, it motivates me to stay on and persevere!

finally i got to work!

Today early in the 9 morning went to SSC to queue for the Stupid $10 hard disk! And end up, with nothing gain!! ASS~ Cheated me and gerald! Waited around 2hours! =.= After that, went to ate NEW YORK NEW YORK! Yippee! 1 for 1 promotion! =) So happy! first time ate there. Abit sua gu~ hehehe.

And today's interview was successful! Tml starting work from 8am till 5.30pm. But on thursday on is night shift! 7pm till 7am! money money money~~ $$$

So i guess i won't be blogging so frequently le. =D But no worries on sunday that's no work! =) But thursday got presentation in school with so directors! OMG! die~ scare!! but i think i can do it! jiayou bah! smile~~

Woots. Found a packer job. But gotta go down for interview. Hope that we are able to work yea? jiayou jiayou! =) But hor!! the only thing i worry is my ezlink card! =.= zzzzz.

guilt and reflecting

Sometimes it takes initiative to build up yourself. I was lying on the bed today for about 2 hours? Thinking and reflecting? Scolding myself? i cannot just wasted my time like this. At times, when i had money, i tends to spend it like using toilet paper to wipe my butt. hahaha! I know myself alot. I tends to do so much for others rather than myself. But a small act of kindness makes me feel more ease in my heart. I don't like to be selfish, i don't like to waste time to satisfy myself, I just wanna do more.

Today i started writing resumes, started writing curriculum vitae, started to think about my really last day to be with my ite friends on 10 dec. Some of them weren't good to me, some used to be very good to me, some was like a stranger for this past two years. As my consciences is clear, i never really hated one of them.

I want to prove it to myself. It's really faith that brings us on to become friends. And i just simply cherish the friendship. As i just want a great memory to rmb them and also them rmbing me. Make a use out of it, making something that tells, I'm thankful with a big heart.

As what i am to be a person who spare thoughts for ppl, that God create me to be one.

I'm also guilty at times. Guilty for what i had did flying aeroplanes. This was my very first time. I just wanna say I'm sorry. but no matter how i go back there, they wont be happy with again. I had made a friend angry too. Despite that, she gave me this job opportunity and i had spoil her reputation. Seriously my mind was fill of guilt. Thinking that i shouldn't back out just like this.

But for my best friend sake, there's no point working there when she's so unhappy and also the ppl there was so unreasonable. I know how my dear friend felt, i know's her intention that day. But the manager just cant see it! In the first place, She's more important than working for them. And also all my sisters and bro!!

I really love them alot!! <3 hehehe!

finding again~~

Ytd horrible terrible vegetable~~ haha! poor aunty, she scalded her hand. Still kena say for nothing. She angry till she almost cried. And so i sayang sayang her loh. Stupid manager! haix~~ Then aunty joey not happy to work banquet liao. So today, we going to find new jobs!! Wahahaha! hopefully today i can find! yippee! Ytd got our pay and flee away~ although i find it kinda irresponsible and guilty. but the ppl down seriously CMI! Like i owe them 1 million dollar like that! Their face is like smelly(chou) dao~~

But nvm, forget abt it! move on!!!! If only everyones thinking was like me! Happy-go-lucky! hahaha! woots! i'm so happy that my temper is the best! hahahah!

work work

Morning met joey go interview for packers and factory work. Then the person got call me when we left and went home. But i reject it and tell them excuses instead. Because!! They nv call JOEY! haha! I want her get this job instead of me. =D I ask the person, why nv call her? she said that joey seems not interested. but horx, is the opposite. -.- hahah! aiya! gotta find new jobs for me and her again! =.=

When to meet aunty joey again for work at khatib platform. She came to meet me there. hehehe! first tym!! =P Then when we reached City hall, had trouble finding the hotel! =.= Bloody hell! Got lost! hahah~ then called Aunty jessica for help! so retarded! haha! like aunty going for hotel booking room to sleep! hahaha!

Today work was kinda sux? Stoopid ah lian! Ask water like ask dog like that! Still give a bitchy face~ zzzzz~~ The only thing i can do... is TAHAN!!! -.- But overall, i was kinda clumsy. Long tym never work waitress liao. so blur loh! haha! no time take photo with aunty joey! she damn cute and pretty la! She put make up! hehehe! Actually she wanna put make up for me! but i dun wan! ltr i go home, lazy to wash my face till clean clean! Very troublesome de loh. =D I will be working till sun. busy busy~

random

HEHE! My retarded pictures! With Qiuhui & fang's piece of ART! haha!

Currently i'm busying with random stuffs! haha! Just went for a Interview just now with Aunty joey. Ltr 5plus going to work at Grand park Hotel. =P Last min called up from Jessica. haha! Tml Aunty joey will be coming my hse. haha!

sisters?

Sometimes i wondered. Approximately six years of friendship, the understanding and bond is so FCUKING WEAK? I seriously had nothing to say, dun wanna bother already. The only thing i can say, we apologise and we will return u a belated one. I hate the part of being assumed and never given a chance to speak out.

Maybe is time to concentrate on other things. Work! MONEY MONEY MONEY!

My celebration with them. =P

Today woke up and msg aunty joey, then hor, when i know she's otw to yishun. I told her to wait for me. I straight away bath and chiong go find her. hahas! Because i dun like her being a loner. She knows i'll be going out so she nv asked me out. But hor, i never told her i'm meeting my sisters and bro at 5 plus. =.= hahas! And so we both went makan at northpoint then went Suntec randomly. Played Arcade and drank BUBBLE TEA! YIPPEE~ HEHE! So happy! She act cute to me. =D haha!

It was simply fun and crazy! hehe! Get to see so many sisters at once! hehe! We went to Jurong point to celebrate. hehe! Ate pizza hut for dinner. hehe! yummy! After that, went to play arcade. While i'm playing arcade, Ah fang and qiuhui and kor were secretly planning behind my back to give me surprise. Then ah heat played DDR with me! hahaha! After playing, i find them so secretive already. So funny la! And so went they bought me to a open space, they sing one b'day song for me! WITH BLANGALAS!! omg~ SO FREAKING EMBARRASSING! Then is a small cake! hahas!

After that, huifang pull me go toilet then after that, CZ kor kor was holding another Bigger cake outside the TOILET waiting for me! =.= hahas! piang~ A more bigger one! haha! And they sang even louder this tym! Ohmytian! everyone was like looking at us! SO paiseh sia! haha! Simply took lots of photos and also make my face and leg coated with creams~ =.= haha! After that, we went back home. Ah fang and heather stayed overnight at my hse. We three were super crazy and retarded. We went looking at our old pics and videos. hehe! Slept at around 3.45am. Damn squeezy~ haha! woke up at 9plus becos of a msg. =P

Thank you so much for giving me a chance to take photos for memories. Really appreciate it. =)