logics? understanding?

Today rushed to give Aunty Joey chicken essences & food! Wanted her to tahan this tiring night shift work. My mum even still said and scolded me crazy and waste energy! but to me is not true! They won't understand. It's takes alot of understanding for what i do and how understanding i am. So ya, maybe telling white lies or not even telling is the best. It's not wrong to care and dote someone who's not kin blooded as you. Everything i do comes with a reason, and not everyone can see through. Plenty of them i understand, that's y the ways is mostly different. Some needa be pampered, but pampered can make the person take advantage of you when time goes by or even cause the person to be more self centered.

But for what i know,

Everyone' character is different, no one can have the same thinking as each other, and lastly you cant see ur own refection of ur character.

So all u need is patient and kindness. Sometimes i just felt so centered. Just don't like the feeling of people maligning the other one.

And today while I'm in bus, i thought of relationship. Thinking that hurting feelings shortening is better than the longer one. debt debt debt.

Now sicked for this three days, very horrible! I chose money instead of my life. yeah! but my hard earn money is to give happiness to others. haha! i'm not a selfish one. Rather spend something that not fully owned. Doesn't mean alot to me. To alot of ppl in this world, they tends to be selfish with their own hard earn money. Tends to grumble when they give their money away. But one qns? Does it make u happy being selfishly rich? Sharing is my right, happiness is by sharing. Money is the number one problems that causes conflicts, hatred, selfishness, torn families, and greediness.