I suddenly felt so left out, phone is so silent. lonely and so locked up at home. i dunno why i cried when i went back home after sending heather to work and giving joey her favourite fried rice that i cooked. When i walked off, i bear my tears for that moment. Asking myself why am i so useless? Why am i not rich to support them? i dun wan them to suffer those tiredness and the pay is so little.
Till when i took the train, i burst into tears. really cant bear to walk home alone. Like losing two best friends. Plenty of ppl looking at me! stoopid! luckily i got tissue to wipe my mucus.
ytd i asked joey why she wanna work, she replied, 'Bobian.i want money leh.den can treat you movies and food.like you always does.' When i kept thinking about this msg, i felt so touched, cos this msg shows me her gratitude to me. But i never want anything in return.
Normally spent time with heather everyday most of time, slacking, playing and eating. now.... once a week...
I really miss the time.. i really miss.. when there wasn't this money problem around. only once a week to see them, only once a week to spend time with them, only this one day i can treasure around. felt so lost and lonely now.
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