Was out with aunty joey, to find work, window shopping, eat, slack, giggle, facebooking, slacking at my hse, playing. Super missed her for those three days that didn't meet her. =P She really makes a smile on my face with no words out. Super love her! My best big sis in the whole wide universe! :)
As for small sis, Ah heat! Was out with her for those three days. =) Got a small surprise letter from her. =) so alike like me~ =X
Before this happened, i realised that I'm not the old me. After that continuous headache i'm going through everyday. Something is really different than i used to be. My mind seriously freak out! Cant get to sleep! Horrible thinking's, horrible dreams, that changes my mood and thinking towards ppl. I felt so lost. dunno how to explain. history had start again.
Just felt that, my mum was right.
The evil side can control me. Even a small church service i had promise to HIM i will go, also cant get to attend. Gave empty promise to HIM again.
I felt like running away. But i cant face whom i make HIM disappointed in me. Just felt F useless and lifeless. sorry.
i really dun wanna said it out, but in the meantime, i just dun wanna make u all worry. I'm turning into someone who's not really me. alot of vulgar and vengeful thinking in me. I'm so stress up that i cant get rid of IT. pardon me.
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