i dunno why am i so vexed up today.i dunno why i'm crying so heavily. i dunno why i'm so flare up today. i dunno why i feel like ending. i tried venting out playing basketball. i used my whole strength to run and run and run. i'm tired, really exhausted. what's wrong with me?
why is it so unfair for me? why i gotta talk to myself, crying and asking myself what i'm here for? alone in my room, typing wat i'm feeling now. i'm lost. i'm tired. i'm holding something heavy. Why must i pretend? if one day i'm gone. i perish like an ashes, saying the last sentence. i'm sorry to be a nothing.
suddenly no breath, no one to speak to, no one who understands, asking if today was my day to live on? now my atmosphere is quiet, not even a single sound, i stop breathing for that moment. struggling to breathe again. struggling like no knows. crying like no one knows for this moment. felt like saying goodbye.
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