today is pretty moody and crazy. Felt so tired. While in bus, i cried so exhaustedly. but overall is okay spending with all my sisters. mentally i really hate guys! felt that they all liars! i want a payback. making you regret. i'm totally hopeless. argh.

totally going crazy.

Recently when i was about to updated blog, my dear sis will always talk on phone to me every night. then i cant multi task. so i off lappy instead. i had too much to say and tell for my super damn funny happenings during work. Only panda sis know. cos everyday she's my saikang hotline, hear me talk, entertain me, laugh with me and always ask what to tmr wear the next day. =D haha!

Ytd i ended work at 2.30, so i went to meet my dear sis at bedok. Ya i know. she indeed missed me. haha! although it just one night nv meet. hahaha. She came down to find me to drop my stuffs to me. so nice of her. (; we bought a new pair of friendship band which represent meaningful quote of us. today she helped me to tied on my hand. =) two years 3 months of friendship. (: actually is sistership. ya ya. i know and she knows.

Now the funny part, last two days i saw two stupid horrible guys who strip half naked in the fitting room and nv close door, doing stupid movement. one is got alot of muscle and he stare at the mirror making his muscle moves! next is when we are about to close shop, that guy was still trying clothes and he has a hairy chest!! omg! i feel like screaming! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! hairy monster!

Today worst still, two different customer came to my store speaking to me that makes me feel so retarded! cos they have short tongue and you know how to imitate them? is by listening too much on their speaking! so stupid sia~ i talk long with them, my mouth dunno why become short tongue also! faint! i feel like pulling my tongue! damn funny!

Last week! worst still i kena scold my a customer saying fuck! wtf! i nicely promote a promotion to him, but it doesnt hit the promotion criteria thats y i say cannot then he shout at me! bloody hell. i bear sia. knn. if not, he's dead meat. only know how to say fuck! flare up. then recently my supervisor also very suxs. aargh.

luckily i can cool down after every happy talking at night. if not i will go crazy. thank you for cheering me up. =) i'm thankful for a big sis like her. today she gave me her biscuit. hahaha. so sweet of her. =)

great!

My off day on wed was great. simply felt so happy the whole day. laugh and laugh till i go home. spent 17hours outside is simply exhausted! so crazy~! mao~ hahahaha! lulian~!

ytd after work i talk on phone with panda. Stupid! make laugh till stomach pain. its a secret. i cant say it out. ltr she kill me! hahahah! we talk for an hour and a half then when wanna sleep le, we both cant stop saying goodbye with a super funny word. buay tahan. laugh non stop! she la! i stop saying that word le, she start it again, then laugh again. faint. I sleep also still laughing. cos is a damn cute word. hahahaha! only i know she knows i know. :X curious? go ask her? hahahaha!

Btw fatty panda change number le. she obiquack, accidentally press pin for her sim card! luckily she rmbs my number if not i'm gonna kill her! hahahaha! =D

hopefully next week will come fast again. woots! <3 love ya!

i misssssssss you...... miss dancing jellyfish dance. wahahahaha! ;P

Everyone been so busy. hehe. but had so many sayang from each individuals. yippee. =D hahaha. tmr off day! yeah~~!

this two days

i enjoyed myself with her. and at night enjoyed with them. but still i cant forget that terrible workplace i gotta go tmr. very very tired. dun feel like going back there.

my dear panda and black piggy had troubled. one quarrel till cry, one kena scolding till very jialat. hais. want sayang them alot but i wanna give my job first. I felt so weaken becos i'm not facing it. I miss my days enjoying.

i cried wholeheartly and run.

Ran away from reality today. cant face myself going work. Ytd i totally broke down cried and cried. Felt so exhausted. so stressful. Becos i'm wasting tym again. i want a future, i wanna be perfect. i dun wan to be looked down.

I took a two days mc today and tmr. but really i was having running nose and slight fever. thats why doc give me two days mc. Finally i took a break today with my dear sis. Mentally, felt comfortable. becos i got to laugh and talk naturally. I had been a fake me working in reality life. no smiles, no joke, no crazy, totally uncomfortable acting like an innocent blur fcuk that people thinks that i'm like a small gal.

Its just like two sided. i'm back to the emo sided recently. today didnt eat whole day. although is super hungry, but till evening no feeling le. I'm really tired! really really tired. Felt like giving up but still i had so much debt in me. i wanna tried running it away forgetting it totally by smoking, by drinking, but if i start it, i will nv live long anymore. doc warn me. Yes i know, i'm starting to get the worst of the worst. So cherishing is my only say.

i'm thankful to have u. to know u & to treasure u.

Damn it. today was a freaking exhausting day! can say 12 hours shift! stoopid stock! damn fed up ah! rush and rush just to get out of the workplace to hear my panda voice! Guess what!? once i step out of workplace 10msg in my phone! hahahaha! wth! first tym! cos the store in the workplace reception damn lousy! all contacted me except dine and qiuhui which i seldom text them. Call panda and replied everyone.

But in the workplace, my manager came down to the shop today. He is a great guy! salute him! He actually improves me rather than look down on me. =) He told me one logical and sensible question, is that what i really want in my life? Asking is that aerospace i'm striving for has an aim? Then the next thing he asked, what will i do with that diploma cert? had i ever work hard for it? It reflects in my mind till now.

Am i gonna be so aimless like before? he said, always ask ur heart what u really wants, and that makes u starts to think. instead by waiting till dunno when, then it never ripes. If u nv ask ur heart, u will nv start thinking what u really wants.

And i simply felt the acknowledged love by my dear sister, she finally acknowledge me by saying loveya. Although is just a two small words by her, but it gave me motivation that i will work hard with my sister's support. (:

Though is the blame to myself who chose to take up this job, but yet i gained something valuable than money. sister's love & a different mindset.

Dote a sis with ur heart ♥

is this so familiar? hehe :X



Indeed another great day off spent wisely again. So excited for my sis first day of work and some poly! wondering how will panda handler well with the new atmosphere and ppl. hahas. So today took a peek on her workscope and disturb her abit. Bought this panda to buy mac and she went back shop to eat. pinch her, beat her head abit, and gave her a gift. After loitering around tampines, i bought topshop panties for ahem. size 8! measured my waist against the panties and wanted to take a paperbag to cover my face. MALU! -.- to her exciting part i will elaborate more ltr. hahaha!

And also wondered will dine and qiuhui make alot of new friends in poly? hahaha.

Cos i felt so paiseh to buy undergarments. -.- hahaha! And after that, took bus 22 tour to amk for abt an hour and a half and reflect. Had seen quite alot of scenery, indeed beautiful. Reached amk and loitered around fairprice Xtra, ate sweet corn and waited for jianhui. =)

I and her had a great tym laughing when using my cardigan to cover our hair from that heavy rain.like idiot like that mah~ ppl look at us while they had an umbrella instead. hahaha!

And so meet qiuhui and we three slack, eat, chat till 9 plus. hahas. jianhui very kaisu! tak boleh tahan! qiuhui starts her story abt her first day of sch. hahaha. We ate quite alot! especially me! drank i think litres of water! different type of catergories somemore! faint! i whole day like kept peeing.

And so 9.15 i took 969 down to my dear panda workplace to wait her to end work. hehe! (;
So excited to talk talk with her. long tym nv talk talk liao! hehehe. so happy! Funny sia! She told me that during work a indian gal who's smaller than her called her AUNTY! how much? hahahahahahha!!!=X

Then hor then hor! when we are in bus, we laughed damn loud! cos the g-string panty drop on the floor! hahahaha! i thought i lose it at other place, and wondering if the stranger pick up will be like omg?! hahahaha. laughed till she got tears come out, then i think i laugh till mouth cramp. hahaha! =P she looked very happy, and that makes me contented for a 30 mins reunion i had treasured. a min of laugh can bring out great moments. And she told me quite a few stuffs that make me happy. =) happy that i had a great friend like her. hehehe. cheers! And especially the post she said love me forever. hahahah! my sis hor! dun play play. :D pending for my next off again.

♥ my sisters and my life now.

today ah pui gave me a surprise by coming down to boon lay. i laughed becos she got lost at jurong point. she cant find adidas! hahahahaha! funny! then i was in the store room, then got cctv then saw her come in adidas then she want call me then i rush out and chiong to her. =) hehehe. definitely she missed me! and i also miss her damn lots. we both chit chat and bought her to eat lunch. sayang sayang her here and there. super happy! hehehe. stare at her when she eat! hahaha! her face got new pimple. -.- hahahah! then tmr going lavender tke passport then go parkway meet my dear panda, see her work work, then after that then meet heat they all. =) hope tmr will be fun. =)

hehehe. joey sis miss me! heheh! i miss her too. and all sisters! muacks!

stress up with work! emotional last two days. i dunno why i cried and cant sleep.

complain and stupid customer!

Woah! i'm back! back with so much misses! too much to tell to all of them.

First thing to complain, felt so poor thing sia! only work jurong point 4 days, whole body bu shi blue black jiu shi hand bleed! bloody hell! that stupid shoe customer, i climb so high and got hit by a shoe box with SHOE, end up dun want! hit to my face blue black! =( pain! i shouted ouch damn loud!

Next customer, worst still! she think i superwoman ah! can multi task meh? two customer approach me ask me take things of cos i take the most easiest to find de la! wtf! cannot wait meh! ppl need to climb ladder de leh! damn high sia! imagine you climbing till ur hse de ceiling then no support, anytime will fall down! if they were to look at the store room then they really understand! damn poor thing sia! tripped quite a few times luckily nv drop down! but hand alot of cuts! back damn pain, kena bang by the metal. =(

Some customer damn stupid, asshole sia! ask me take the size for them, then i come out, they walked off liao! zzzzzzz! horrible ppl!

now, lets come to the funny part, sometimes u cant blame ppl pronouncing incorrectly. but is to over! i dunno how to say that word liked her! damn funny! i down there giggle sia! buay tahan! then got some aunty step yi ge ang moh, super singlish! today, a damn idiot guy customer dun understand my english! i say loud and clear, said; i help you take a new one! he har~? 6times! imagine i repeat the same sentence and he still har and dun understand?! felt like scolding him, har har har, lanjiao hor u ga! then my colleague helped me said! finally he understood, then the next stupid qns he asked, can use US dollar? -.- dot dot dot! -.-

hahaha! everyday there's always a different weirdo! my colleague there damn disturb sia! cos i pronounce Hi, welcome very act cute! then all imitate me! imagine my voice then guys copy? so gay leh! hahahah! tmr is my off day! i super miss everyone! hope tmr i can enjoy! cheers~ <3

digusting!

Actually i go work adidas, my first aim, see all the stocks! see which one to buy! hahaha! Next, see shuai ge! cos got motivation to work! next, lose weight. next get free shoe and attires! wahahaha! next, get free discount voucher! next earn more more money go shopping! woots!

Met some new friends at ion and jurong point. A gal i met same birthday as me! hehe! today lesson, we two talk non stop. hahaha. she's younger then me actually. at first she thought i look like secondary school person! Am i so young? omg! tyty~ so happy anyway!

After lesson went to disturb my dear sis awhile and go work.

Now to the main point! after getting to see how bed bug looks like in real life, i got to see this horrible incident today! Three words to say WTF!

While i'm otw home on train, i got a seat and so those blangalas were also sitting down opposite my seats! I listened songs, text joey and heat.

As my situation awareness damn high. i saw something crawling and moving on a blangala pants, near to his shirt. It simply looks BLACK! crawling so fast! faster than cockroach!

Wth! another blangala swipe that bed bug infront of me! i straight away pause myself for that moment! seeing that small little black thing crawling towards me, i stamp my feet. hahaha! but after seeing it crawling to a china guy who's wearing black pant, i immediately hair stand~ er xin!! omg! gross!

then worst come to worst! that stupid blangala dunno why suddenly pop out another bug, but is orange in color! WTF!!!!! that SAME blangala swipe that bug again! INFRONT OF ME!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGH! going crazy! hair stand till now! grosss! i felt like screaming! but no one to scream to! that panda sis was sober, that heat cant use hse phone! how miserable i was! i bear till go back home! in my mind still can rmb that bed bug face! omg!