Flawed and faraway from perfection

fuck. have u seen a family so emphasize on how much you owned them. and fuck they dunno how much problem i have. then ask me dun go work. they think they my god ah. ask me do this do that. fuckers. i just ask if can give me some money becos i left 5in my wallet. they start grumbling the whole day. say u own me this and that. fuck. i lend from friend and family must see faces. must as well i rather dun eat. and fuck if i say something they started to pick on me. say my room messy, wake me up at 7 to ask this ask that. i'm human not a robot. u think i slept well ytd. wtf. i still was crying ytd. cos i realise i'm still alone. still left out. still fucking stress. act like nothing happen totally cannot. i really fucking tired. i rather dun wan off day. becos i still needa find ppl to go out with me and in the end still see or even hear black faces. i ytd blog another blog. and i'm still crying.i turning into a mute becos i only talk to soft toy that i'm so lonely.