Knew everything wont go well if starting was ok. fcuk. realy dun feel like living here. if someone can just bring me to another country how great it is. To melbourne to new york. i try so hard to walk independently. going out alone is better than staying at that fcuking hse. seems like being protective is better to save myself. wtf.
guys are cheaters! are bluffers! suddenly thought of the past i felt fcuking stupid. fcuking idiot. seems like a clown. seems like i'm so fcuking weak. i will never start anything when what i know will happen afterall. i want to learn how gamble, learn how to play stock, learn how to earn money to fly away. it doesnt matter i'm going the right side or wrong one. i dun care how heartless i will become. since u bought me up, this will be what i will become. i hate a family and i will nv start one.
in the end by asking or by pouring out, it got worst. worst to the extend that, i'm feeling breathless. i'm a human and i also got feeling. why isit ppl get piss and angry easily and ignore the person and why i cant do it? isit great to stay in the middle being pressurize all the time? isit easy that u gotta satisfy all together cause u are so stuck becos u felt so stress up. isit great if u to reject a guy everytime when they confess to u that they like u. is always a lie. a lie that wants to get the person hearts and jus fades and dump it off. they treat so damn good for that woooing then wtf at the end. everyone's always has its hidden true color.
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