Flawed and faraway from perfection

Out of sudden I feel like shouting out! I dun feel good at all. Every mistakes makes me so stress up, makes me a useless person. Dun like the feeling of this. Why I have to waste my time again and again. Why I didn't choose a correct path? I never had do anything right, living in this fearful society that's makes me a idiot always fearful to be accuse, to be scolded for no reason. Isit my fault for always not expressing myself? Why is it so unfair? I felt so disgrace for being living here. I'm always worthless, never being recognise! So fcuk up! I hate myself!