Flawed and faraway from perfection

Fuck! Everytime i always get misunderstood. Fuck. I hate god! Why dont u jus flood whole world. Im so tired. Why always like that, never explain jiu kena assume. Why people mouth is always so evil! Ppl say i butch jus becos of my attire! Fuck. Whats the wrong with that. I have my own decision. Why people fly aeroplane at me, i nv even fucking complain? Why am i so stupid being taken for granted. Fuck. I hate u! I wanna be evil. I dun like the weak me. I must turn evil. Why people can show attitude i cant. I hate u. I hate myself! Why isit so unfair! I dun have friend like them, im nt a sociable person like them. Why ? Why u make me till like this? Im so tired. Everytime is always so unfair. Why do i have to carry all those burdens! Why im always been the middled one. Why im cant be like them. Why i cry everytime! Nt even a fucking friend knows! Why i treat ppl good, they treat me like shit? FML!