Ur goal is nw very important

First goal, car! Dun need see ppl faces and owe anyone a favor.
Braces: pretty is the everything, u have good face , u dont have to be treated like a ugly ducking. 
Save money, no fcking ppl will help you. 
Beware of ppl, dont trust anyone. 
Even how closed they will cheat u, and gossip abt u. 
Rmb u gotta survive till u are dead. No matter how i am i gonna be dead, must complete what u want it. Being good, ppl treated u like shit. Whats the point? U did so much everyone dont even see. 

Sick and tired

Whatever i have done, no one had appreciated. Whatever i stand, theres no position at all. How much u sacrifice aint enough for the good i had gave. Seems like im the stupid one giving it all. When i fall, theres nt a single friend was there for me. How pathetic i am. Scream behind the pathetic wall, keep everything inside and the next day forgotten how u are been treated and history repeats again amd again. How i wished i was in a coma, nt seeing and being treated unfairly. Lifes suxs. And i hate you. I hate everything i have. Becos im still empty in the end. No true friends, no bf who nv ran away, not a single cousin, no one was there when u are down. I rather u take away my life, im so tired. So tired to listen ppl complaining, tired of being a middle person, so tired of taking advantage, so tired of being good, so tired to pls everyone, so tired being so stupid, so tired of pretending, so tireddd.. I felt like giving up. Not a single voice, not a single calls, not a single concern. Im so fucking useless. How i envy them, how i wish i was nv born.