Sick and tired

Whatever i have done, no one had appreciated. Whatever i stand, theres no position at all. How much u sacrifice aint enough for the good i had gave. Seems like im the stupid one giving it all. When i fall, theres nt a single friend was there for me. How pathetic i am. Scream behind the pathetic wall, keep everything inside and the next day forgotten how u are been treated and history repeats again amd again. How i wished i was in a coma, nt seeing and being treated unfairly. Lifes suxs. And i hate you. I hate everything i have. Becos im still empty in the end. No true friends, no bf who nv ran away, not a single cousin, no one was there when u are down. I rather u take away my life, im so tired. So tired to listen ppl complaining, tired of being a middle person, so tired of taking advantage, so tired of being good, so tired to pls everyone, so tired being so stupid, so tired of pretending, so tireddd.. I felt like giving up. Not a single voice, not a single calls, not a single concern. Im so fucking useless. How i envy them, how i wish i was nv born.