'When one door closes, the other opens.'
Most probably i had been relying on others that isn't meant for me. When i'm encountering problems, the first thing i ever wanna do was trying to vent out my doubts & unhappiness to my closest friends. But most likely i got was their comfort, but still there will be periods that i just ball my eyes out. Feeling that i needa vent out, i felt unfair & exhausted that i bottled up my emotions.
some said: 'The more you bottle that anger up, the more likely it is that it will explode.'
I wanna change badly, i wanna be like Demi, pretty, flawless and successful. And so i have to force myself to stay strong, to slim down, to hate food that causing me to be so ugly and fat! i hate to see myself like this. i must be determine!
And today the most turnoff things i totally cannot withstand is being with stingy guys. Speechless, with this kind of character, it's literally not my cup of tea.
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